thought my this bloggie will be left untouched for long time. never expected that i will be blogging again today.
maybe i am just too upset and emo. so many work left undone and to prepare for this sem. somehow, i'm hating my course more and more. which is really bad for me. it means there will be no motivation for me to study. and my results now are so bad already. i have to pull my GPA. i tink my dream of going an exchange during Year 3 sem 2 can forgo. fat hope for it. sighs.
just wish to complete this sem as soon as possible.
and yes, i must say out. to make myelf feel much better. i really HATE HW111. to the max. screw up so many times during the tutorial. especially during the 1 min presentation. i dont know what exactly has happened to me when i come to university. everything just seems to go wrong, especially on my vocal skills and confidence level of presenting in front of everyone. seriously i need to do something about it. and the more i think of it, i get even more pissed and upset of myself. is affecting my study now too.
i hope to do well and prove myself during my 5 min presentation. so kami-sama, please give me the strength and power to do so by then. let me impress everyone and even myself. i am praying hard for it.