i am dead tired.
ok.
i JUST completed my second draft of EOM.
at this time.
now is already 1.15am.
sighs.
been really busy with lotsa of work.
especially today.
got to complete my bio and chem prac.
then this EOM.
and i reach home around 9pm?
and been doing all the way till now.
quite tired actually.
but i realise that i did not update my blog for a long time.
yupp.
so i update now.
heh heh.
getting worried.
result is not really very good.
afraid of being retained.
will i?
better not.
i cant even make myself to think of tt.
pls. i dont want it to happen.
if not.
i dont know what to do.
lost.
now.
i actually lose contact with all my sec sch frens.
really sad.
maybe i really been too pack up with my work.
laptop spoil and i also cannot come online.
the only time i can do so is when i am doing my pw.
then i will use the com.
or else i will totally do nothing with my sis com.
sighs.
i really miss my sec frens.
do they really know?
i dont think so )=
k. i better go now.
i am half sleeping now (-.-)
Friday, July 28, 2006
listening comprehension.
ok. now i get to come online again.
got to do my pw eom later.
wth.
aww.
today got listening compre.
damn fed up!
got one is really careless.
is really stupid to put tt answer.
now i think of it.
is wasted.
cant believe i put tt!!
dun feel good bt it.
very sad. sighs.
now got so many things to do.
more and more work to do.
and got to prepare for promo exam.
chinese exam and pw is also this year.
gosh. so many things.
getting tense up now.
got to really buck up.
got to do something about it.
haha.
now i thinking when can i get my laptop.
so long.
till now i didnt get it.
got to use my sis com.
really very inconvenient.
i hope i can get it soon!!!!!!!
i cant wait anymore.
so troublesome when i wan to do my work.
aww.
so now seldom come online.
unless my sis not at home.
then i can use it.
sighs.
kk. i think i better end now.
got to go and do my pw.
everyone stay in touch k!
Tuesday, July 18, 2006
my mid year exam.
sighs.
i am really sad.
i get back my results.
and u noe what?
i fail ALMOST ALL my subjects.
can assume i fail all.
i fail my chem, bio, econs and even maths!
wth.
although i pass my eng and chinese.
my heart really sunk.
this is the first time in my life that i actually fail all my subjects.
sighs.
dun even know if can get through my A levels.
eh no A levels, dun even can get through to jc2 not.
wth.
feel like crying =(
now also starts to have tuition.
at first i dont wan to have it.
but seem like i need it now.
though our whole class didnt do well.
but i still feel sad even though i am not the only one.
dont know how to answer my dad.
sighs.
let see how when time passes...
no mood to continue.
Tuesday, July 11, 2006
pw workshop
hmm ok. today got to go to sch again.
and i am late again.
haha.
at first thought i will be the latest.
but i am not.
when i reach the class with sit today.
oh my gosh.
only 4 ppl -.-"
others are sitting in the canteen.
all want to skip lesson.
hmm. i am tempted too.
heh heh.
cos it is quite boring.
but not bad.
learn quite a no of skill to present though.
yupp.
feel sad.
my stapler is spoiled.
and now got to find a new one.
get rather pissed off by this.
got to spend money again to buy a new stapler.
wth.
after that i meet my family at panjang.
haha.
so come home and try to help my sis d/l sim 2.
it didnt work =/
now writing my bloggie.
sighs.
tml got to go sch again.
carnival i think?
yupp.
yea.
mon is smart and casual day.
we can wear our own house clothes.
so cool.
haha.
but got to think what to wear.
kkk.
think i end here.
update soon =)
Friday, July 07, 2006
enjoyed my day with my dearest og.
yupp. only can update today =/
gosh. when i reached home ytd, my house sort of black out.
haha. dunno what happens.
anyway. ytd i went out with my og!
but sad. not alot of ppl come though.
karen.winnie.xiuli.jon.matt.jon's fren.me.
yupp. so few rite?
but quite enjoyable though.
after we had our lunch at pepper lunch.
we actually got nothin to do.
haha. jon and his fren got to leave first.
cant join us for the rest of the outing.
after tt. we went to taka.
after sometimes, we decided to settle down at coffee bean.
chat and then play a game--- true or dare -.-"
haha. look funny rite.
but actually quite fun though.
and lolx.
we will laughing like crazy.
but is funny u see.
erm. maybe lame?
haha.
after tt. xiuli got to go early so we all go together.
so sad. we have go home so soon.
hope can stay longer.
when i reach home.
is so boring.
dun really wan to stay at home.
sighs.
dad start to throw temper again.
cos the refrigerator got some prob i think.
then after repair. black out.
aww.
so i spend my time talking to grace on the phone.
hmm. today. got pw workshop.
oh so boring.
got to go back to sch for lesson.
aww i wan to stay at home though.
dun feel like going to school.
can go anywhere but not school today.
and i soo hungry. haven eat anything.
ytd eat one meal only.
think going to eat one meal again. haha.
starving. lolx.
now is 11am. better get myself ready.
pw at 1pm. today going to be a boring day.
kk. i go now.
Thursday, July 06, 2006
stupid computer.
haha. here i am to update my bloggie again.
but!!! stupid. my sis is beside me.
looking at what i typing now.
and idiot la, say i type very lousy.
as if she very pro in doing it.
if she says tt again, i think i going to kill her le.
wahaha.
she being lame.
lolx.
anyway. today have to wake up so early in the morning.
9am is early rite???
and my tt stupid sis saying is not. lolx
by the way, is the youngest one who says tt haha.
u see. youngest kid is like tt.
childish. heh heh =P
hmm. today go all the way to the HP headquarter to take my laptop for repair.
haha. if repair is very exp, maybe will change a new laptop! hoho.
and got to take some free milo and coffee for my mum and sis.
haha yupp.
then after tt we go and have curry rice! so nice. haha.
oh ya. ytd watch p.s.... angel i love u! woo, now sudden find tt qiu zhe very shuai!!!! haha. fall inlove wif him liao heh heh.
then ppl going to say me again heh heh.
always change target.
nvm. i will still stick to my dong gun.
sighs.
tml got A level chinese oral.
so fast.
cant believe it.
worse than O level -.-"
now there not even a break sighs.
got to prepare for these whole 2 years.
and gosh. tuition tuition and tuition.
dun wan to have tuition!
nvm. find ways to run away.
heh heh.
anyway. this msg is to pamela goh rui min.
shut up!!!! haha.
yupp.
ciao!
Monday, July 03, 2006
i am hurtxXx.
sighs.
i am really sad.
this is the first time i see that my dad almost wan to cry.
think that my dad is really under alot of pressure.
these days been feeling really down.
been having lots of exam and i dun think i am able to do well for any of them.
got to go for tuition again.
and expenses will be even higher.
hoping to help my dad to cut down the payment.
but since like he dun even noe.
sighs.
ya true.
my dad is right.
if i am clever enough.
then i wont be needing tuition.
why i am so stupid.
i am really stupid.
feel sad for my dad.
been coping everything alone.
and there is no way i can help.
getting hopeless for this world...
no mood to continue.
Saturday, July 01, 2006