totally PISSED.
dont really know what happened to me these days.
everything just doesnt seem to be smooth.
and whatever i do.
or whatever people do.
it just PISSED ME OFF.
sighs.
maybe i have been feeling really bad mood.
and it seems like the one who pissed me off the most.
is my dad.
whatever he has been doing or saying.
they just sound very irking to me.
and feel like shouting at him instead.
or even punch him -.-"
okok.
i noe i sound very unfilial.
but...
just cant help it.
because it's just getting on my nerves.
aww...
i really cant wait to get out of spore.
to tioman.
maybe by tt time.
my mood will change.
and my life has a better start off.
hope so.
lost.
HAPPY BDAE PAMELA!
is my youngest sis's bdae.
hope she enjoy her day today.
ok get back to topic.
get back all our mid year results.
this is the first time in my jc life.
that i had passed all my subjects.
of course i am very happy.
and i meet my mid year targets.
except my chem.
so i am quite disappointed with it.
think i let down my tuition teacher.
but is ok.
i will work for it for my promos.
but somehow.
i dont feel gd in certain ways.
in a corner of my heart.
i dont know why.
so feeling quite lost.
and yea.
want to mug though.
but it seems like i am always sleepy.
no matter how much i sleep.
why am i always feeling so sleepy?
and it actually sort of making me depressed and bad tempered.
cos i am always feeling so lethargic.
even just walking. can also make me frustrated.
so everyone pls forgive me if my attitude turns bad these days.
i am trying my best not to show my attitude.
issit because i am already mentally drained?
or just that...
another way for me to escape from certain things.
which i dont really know.
sighs.
i just dont feel good.
and i hope that i can get pass this period soon.
anyway.
hope tt i can continue to keep up with my current performance.
and perform better.
by promo.
i really hope tt i am able to get average Bs for all.
cos this is the reason.
that makes me go through this whole hell thing from the beginning.
and i will definitely make it true.