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35 DAYS COUNTDOWN
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TO A LEVELS!!!!
I AM GOING NUTTY SOON!!!!
ai koi heino!!! yuno??!!!!!!
thank you my friends.
one more week to mark the end of my prelims.
hmm.
i had no comments about it.
so you should know what it means. haha...
but what's exactly i want to blog about is..
although i am stressed, scared and of course tired throughout this prelim,
i truly feel and know what's the meaning of friends.
honestly, i actually never expect myself to receive any encouragement from my friends (i mean my friends who are not taking As or are in jc).
maybe because i am too preoccupied by my own things, or this has never crossed my mind since i believe that everyone should be busying with their own lives.
until i receive some greetings and concern from some of my friends.
and now when i am thinking back about it.
yes, i am happy and touched.
because i never expected some of them to do it.
hmm, u can say tt i believe they are the last person to do so. haha.
however, in this period of prelim, i also realise something too.
some friends show another side of them (or are they always like this?).
i dont know if i am too sensitive or really misunderstand,
but it seems like some hostility can be felt beneath them.
or maybe u can say, avoiding or drifting apart?
i'm not sure.
but it's really sad to see that happens.
when i've always been treating them as my friends.
or maybe as closer friends to be exact.
but no matter what, this is a crucial point for me.
the turning point of my jc life?
or whatever.
it's time to gear up.
tighten my teeth and buck up my socks.
no more slacking (only if some strength are given to me!) and no extra sleeping.
i had like......
less than 2 mths to go -.-"
and my real exam will start.
sighs. think of the last lap of 3 YEARS MARATHON.
suddenly the pressure is tremendous.
now i think i have to bet my entire life on this.
so yeah, everyone just bless me (: