new start. new class. a new beginning. Part 1
wow.
been really busy for this whole week.
now then get the chance to blog about it.
yupp.
just went to my new class on mon.
07s02.
haha.
sounds so weird to be in the 07 class.
used to be in 06s02 then 06s04.
hope next year wont end up in another class okaes.
sick of always changing new class.
seem like my luck is getting real down.
ever since last yr.
my life isnt getting anymore better.
so...
hope it will better by tomorrow.
ok.
tell you guys more about my NEW LIFE!
hmm.
my new frens are quite nice and friendly.
some of them actually took the initiative to talk to us.
and yupp.
they look and behave totally different from my previous frens.
more hardworking...?
lols.
feel as if i am "big sister" in tt class.
though some really dont look like j1 to me.
seriously.
i feel myself looking more like j1 -.-"
being in this class.
i think i should be able to mugg.
i dont mind being called mugger by now.
since i WILL be mugging soon.
hello.
i already retained.
time to work hard!
haha.
and yea.
some of them are quite fun loving.
so the feeling isnt that bad.
but somehow.
i still miss my previous class.
especially when they called us back for a gathering on fri.
a tinge of sadness actually felt in me.
sighs.
but for a better future of mine.
i have to endure it.
new start. new class. a new beginning. Part 2
big turn in my life: RETAINED Part 1
yeah...
remember about the last post when i said if i should retain?
i had came to my decision.
i opted for retain.
actually already taken effect since mon.
when i went to the principal to ask for it.
this was the most shocking and unexpected decision that i would ever made.
and i cant believe that i actually did that.
not many people know about it.
because i kept it quite low profile.
and it took me lots of TORTURING and DEPRESSING days.
to actually come with this decision.
i had too many factors to worry about.
especially...
my sister.
sighs.
i will be in the same year as my sister.
and real lucky.
i am not in the same class as her.
Friday, April 13, 2007
a big turn in my life: RETAINED Part 2
TIME TO WAKE UP.
sighs.
ok.
NO MORE enjoyment.
NO MORE slacking.
NO MORE procrastinating.
NO MORE sleeping.
now, it's the time to wake up.
i left just FIVE MONTHS.
to rush off all my topics.
i really dont know if i can make it.
from my common test results.
i dont think i am ready for my A level.
i cant help but to think if retaining will be a better choice for me.
maybe i can perform better.
maybe i can have more time to study.
maybe i can get the grades i want for my A level.
and maybe i can get into medicine.
yeah right.
MAYBE.
i cant predict the future.
just like now i cant promise myself that i am able to mug all my subjects.
i cant blame anyone but myself.
for not putting my best effort to study.
for spending my time away for nothing.
now i have to face the dire consequences.
i think i am now real lost.
i feel as if i am just hanging in the air.
and will fall off at anytime.
i lose my sense of direction.
i really dont know what i want now.
to carry on with my A level.
or just study for another year.
i really dont know.
and i hope i can find the answer...
SOON.
because.
the registration will be next wed.
Thursday, April 05, 2007