really, i am scared.
mugging since morning.
that is what i have been doing these days.
from as early as 5.30 am or 6am in the morning.
hmm. maybe certain days didnt really mug all the way.
of course have break in between.
but for today. gosh.
from morning till now.
so i am having my break now.
okay.
maybe i have to blamed myself.
for not studying harder enough.
or starting much more earlier.
so now i trying to cram everything.
maybe practice too much on maths and chem.
so i totally neglected my other subs.
and i think i will flunk my GP.
which is really depressing.
and of course.
i didnt touch my bio.
what the hell.
sighs.
and ya...
i am scared.
I MEAN REALLY SCARED.
cause i cant retain anymore and i CANT afford to retain again.
and it seems like my dad is really discouraging...
at this pt of time...
which makes me feel more dull and depressed.
but really thanks, my friend.
for pulling me up again. ( you know who (: )
did make me feel better.
though now i still feeling down...
i really hope tt i can get over this promo and soon as possible.
and please.
i dont want to fail my promos.
and i wan to get GOOD RESULTS.
i CANT scrape through anymore!
cause i dont think it is excusable for me to get poor results.
which makes me feel more pressurized.
than any time in my life...
so ya...
bless me.
okay. i am asked to do this quiz by jere.
just came back from tuition. so... is rest time (:
1.List out your top 5 birthday presents that you wish for:
1. to spend my 18th birthday with my friends and family.
2. a trip to japan with my friends ONLY totally sponsered by my dad. LOLS.
3. meet my LOVER guy, ZAC EFRON (:
4. of course is NICE FOOD! high class restaurants... or even hotels XD
5. maybe a new bag? like the urban male?
2.How you think people around you will feel about you?
hmm. some say i am depressed -.-" other than tt i really dont know. maybe someone can tell me abt it.
3.The character you love of yourself are? My hyperactive-ness! which i dont think i have anymore.
4.On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
my pessimistic towards life and my stressed-up character.
5.The most ideal person you want to be is? still myself (:
6.Pass this quiz to 10 persons.
1.Hong Yan
2.Vivien
3.Sabrina
4.Ailing
5.Grace
6.Stanley
7.Shawn
8.Kenneth
9.Jonathan
10.Deirdre
Who is no.6 having relationship with?
i dont know.
Is no.9 a male or female?
Male.
if no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
they dont know each other? but if they really be together. LOLS.
i will be laughing =D
How about no.8 and 5?
weird =/
What is no.2 studying about?
chemistry, biology, maths, chinese, econs, gp, pw.
When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
really long ago :( i am sorry!
7.What kind of music band does no.8 like?
erm. i not really sure.
8.Does no.1 has any siblings?
Yeah. plus her is 4.
9.Will you woo no.3?
unless i am a lesbian.
10.How about no.7?
Nope.
21.Is no.4 single?
dont know. seem to be yes and maybe no.
22.What’s the surname of no.5?
Teo.
23.What’s the hobby of no.4?
horging at the mirror and making her hair and face.
Do no.5 and 9 get along well?
casual friends?
25.Where is no.2 studying at?
PJC.
26.Talk something casually about no.1?
A great friend who u can enjoy her company (:
27.Have you try developing feelings for no.8?
Not at all.
28. Where does no 9 lives?
i think is toa payoh.
29.What color does no.4 like?
pink?
30.Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
casual friends?
31.Does no.7 likes no.2?
No. haha.
32.How do you get to know no.2?
she is my sister -.-"
33.Does no 1 have pets?
maybe fishes? lols.
34.Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?
LOLS. i really dont know bt tt and i also dont wan to know abt it too.
is sept holiday!
yupp.
must be thinking of enjoying the whole week?
for me. hmm. i think no.
after this sept hols.
promo is coming.
so mean need to MUGG.
sighs.
it seems like i am not really prepared though.
and i think i am suffering from exam phobia now (0_0)
i am not doing really well in my few recent tests.
my brain just blocked or drained. think i am mentally tired.
but really.
i wan to get my average Bs by promo.
hope that i am able to achieve.
but until now.
i didnt even start reading my notes!
okay. gone case.
really need to mugg hard these days.
no outing.
no resting.
no enjoying =(
wanna catch up with my frens.
but i dont think i have the time.
anyway.
just hope everyone will be doing fine in their upcoming exams.
and yea.
dont be sad and stressed up okay. you know who i am talking about (:
need a chat, look for me!
i can be yr listening ear.