jus get off my back will u?!
what the matter with him man.
just a few bloody batteries also need to throw temper.
please.
these days i am already stressed up by my promos.
and he gives me this kind of probs.
EVERY single year is always like that.
everytime when i am in my exam periods,
he will jus gib me many kinds of problems.
esp com probs.
like com just spoil, get new com, then change internet plan and broadband etc.
dont know what the hell he is thinking la.
love to choose this kind of periods to do all these BLOODY things.
everytime i am already stressed up by my studies.
he just add on to my probs.
aww.
otherwise he will always throw temper.
make me cant have a peace of mind to study.
even my mum also says the same thing.
say everytime when we having exam.
always got these probs.
then the moment exam over.
wth!
nth will happen.
just get off can????
wan throw temper.
just do it after my exam!!!!
i am sick of it!
everyone is like tt.
Friday, September 29, 2006
idiotic gp.
what the hell.
i think i flunk my gp.
ok. no.
i confirm that i DID flunk it.
sighs.
i think this is the worse that i ever did for my gp.
never ever write an essay that make me feel it ends up nowhere.
compre also didnt really manage to finish.
gone case again.
gosh.
and bloody hell.
this is promo.
and this is what happening to me.
now got to think if i will be retained.
getting worry?
so i have to really buck up on my other subjects to pull me up.
the most i got to go for reassessment on gp.
aww.
even lose confidence in my maths and chem.
yan and ailing says tt if they were retained.
they would rather go to poly.
how bout me?
i still dont know yet.
sighs.
always been reminded of how badly i did for my gp.
cant concentrate to do my revision for other subjects.
sickening!
but i really hope tt i can pass my other subjects.
so i can be promoted!
unless there's a miracle.
tt i can pass my gp.
like my mid year.
shocked to pass -.-"
just let me be shocked again.
lols.
i can take it.
and ya.
singapore idol result is out.
aww.
i feel quite sad though.
jon is not the one =(
actually i already predicted that hady will be the one.
but i cant help to hope tt it was jon the one who will be the spore idol.
i think he sings well.
maybe he just lacking of supporters.
haha.
but is really a waste though.
tt he is not the one.
because i feel that he is a better candidate of being the spore idol(=
anyway.
just hope to see tt he is coming out wif his own album.
tt will be nice.
Monday, September 25, 2006
getting unfocused.
dont really know what happen to me these days.
been getting very restless and unfocused.
aww.
should be mugging!
instead of switching on this stupid com.
and doing my bloggie.
ok.
it's really nuts.
been having tuition from 950 to 1250.
so sort of tired.
decided to rest for awhile.
so fast going to 3.
sighs.
and tml my promo starts.
so.
is my doom day.
haha.
tml having gp.
maybe i should do some reading up later.
did TOTALLY nothin for gp at all.
gosh.
have a bad feeling.
so.
cross finger!
everyone pls cross for me.
haha thanks.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
nothin better to do.
hmm.
i suppose to study NOW for my promo.
and instead.
i am editing my bloggie -.-"
dunno what the hell i am thinking of?!
maybe just that i cant focus and study now.
sighs.
or maybe been studying in the morning and late evening.
so sort of lost interest in studying now.
get sick of my old blogskin.
so decided to make a change.
this blogskin reminds me of...
childhood?!
lols.
lame.
cant find any better skin.
so decided to use this one =D
maybe i will change it again after my promo.
if i get to find one.
alrite.
let see what i can talk about.
hmm.
ok. my promo.
i dont know if i can say that i am well prepared.
but i did some revision though.
more worry for bio.
gosh.
u cant believe it.
there's so much thing to memorise.
and is like.
crazy?
especially genetic of virus and bacteria.
28 pages each.
and ALL are filled with WORDS.
i dont know how am i going to do it.
maybe.
just scratch through -.-"
got to aim instead for my maths and chem.
so hope tt i can do well!
cos i DONT WANT to be retained.
never never never never never never never never (*1000000000000000)
never want to be retained.
so u should know how desperate i am now.
yupp.
so.
next mon i will be having my gp paper.
sighs.
gp gp gp.
got to worry much more.
didnt touch anything for it.
cos.
i dont know how?!
lols.
so pls let me pass.
lols.
think of the positive way...
after 2 oct.
i have break all the way till 9 oct!
then i really rest.
phew.
i cant wait for tt day to come.
cos i am drowning soon....
lols.
kk. i better end.
i think today i am talking too much crap.
haha.
Saturday, September 23, 2006
ponning lesson tml!
ok.
i am skipping class tml =D
got to stay at home and study for my promo.
realise tt there's so much things i haven settle.
and i still didnt feel a sense of urgency.
oh my gosh.
i dont have any motivation after sec 4.
maybe due to the class.
there's totally no sense of studying motivation.
sighs.
so.
promos start next week.
and i still online now.
haha.
but i going off soon.
jus to relax for a while.
before i really start my mugging time -.-"
hate this word mugging.
cos of hearing this.
mean really got to study.
gosh.
seem like i really didnt update my blog.
nvm.
now i no need to worry of lacking of com.
cos my house going to have 4 com -.-"
crazy.
dunno why my dad wans to have so many coms.
as if all of us need the com at the same time?
lols.
hmm yupp.
i think tt all for now.
lols.
come and surf e net for less than 30 min.
haha.
time to mug!
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
feeling low.
these days start to feel low.
dunno why.
maybe mood swing?
sort of think back of the past.
been always reminiscing the past alot.
sighs.
exam is coming.
got start mug again.
aww.
this time cant fail.
if not i will be retained!
gosh.
hope i can do well this time.
i dont want to be retained.
haha.
everybody wans tt -.-"
who wans to be retained?
so fast.
one year is going to over soon.
time passes really fast.
how i wish time will be stopped at a certain moment.
i miss the feeling.
which i have it last time.
tt feeling.
is still within me.
but i only can think of it.
not having it.
anymore....
Saturday, September 09, 2006
happy teachers' day.
well.
happy teachers' day!
today is teacher day.
jus wan to say i am grateful to all the teachers in this world.
lolx.
yupp.
now at deirdre's house.
doing our pw.
gosh.
so tiring.
in the end.
only i turn up at her house.
aww.
going to do halfway and dump it to the other members.
dun bother.
haha.
anyway.
been doing for sometimes.
getting lethargic.
so decided to bloggie for awhile =D
ytd i have gone back to dunearn wif my sec frens.
i really miss those days.
REALLY miss it.
i mean it.
i really wish to go back those times.
but i know i couldn't.
cos time just pass by.
looking at my sec frens.
really bring joy to me.
been reminicising those days almost.
erm, daily?
lolx.
get to catch up wif some frens.
like sinyee yupp.
been sometimes ever i get to see her.
yupp and my yang yang.
oh. really miss them.
but sad is tt.
he leaves so early.
just come to school not long and he just leaves.
quite sad though.
we really seems like strangers.
counted as frens?
i dunno.
so i really miss my sec frens.
but it's time to face back the reality.
got to study hard.
promo exam coming.
on 25 sept.
sighs.
and i still haven start my revision.
wth.
kk.
think i better stop now.
i miss u guys!
love ya.
Friday, September 01, 2006