i wonder why do i always feel so sad or get all teary because of you? isn't being in a relationship should be feeling blissful? at first everything is really wonderful n happy, but i dont understand why for now, all i can feel is only sadness or pain. that kind of feeling when it happens, it will just prolong in my heart like thousands of needles poking at me, or something heavy that is pulling my heart down. My tears will just want to flow out. But for now, I have started to learn to force my tears back.
Because you dont like to see me cry. I will make myself to try not to cry. If it happens, I'll cry in silence.