32 days countdown.
yes, i'm only left with 32 days to my D-DAY.
another week to go, it'll be the farewell assembly then.
this means that my D-DAY is even nearer.

just by knowing that every single day, every hour, every min and every sec are clicking away.
i'm really very scared.

i dont know why, i'm particularly very upset today.
maybe because the arrival of october.
or just because i know that, tomorrow will be officially 1 month to my A level.
so it's really quite depressing.

study progress is slow, prelim results are disastrous, concentration level is low and not to say, pressure is just building up.
it seems everything is going real wrong.

do i have the ability, to be one of those alumni, who is able to do exceptionally well in A level even though they had done badly during their prelim?
do i have the determination, that i will not fluster during this crucial period, or even during the actual examination?

at times, i even feel that i am stupid.
i think i am.

whatever. i just feel damn frustrated.
that's all i want to say.