hmm. been sometimes ever since i had blogged.
so i decided to blog today.
yeah, i'm home today for the whole day.
supposedly to have seoul garden with my sister but the mood isn't there.
since i had gone out yesterday, and i thought that it might be more appropriate to stay home today. otherwise i would be nagged by my parents.
the outing was okay but not as fun as last year's outing.
maybe due to the weather? but it was still nice to be able to meet my sec friends again.
so all of us just hanged around and had dinner together.
hmm, maybe i talked something else.
school's reopening soon.
this should be.... the 3rd week i assumed?
and yeah, 1 more week to go and time to start mugging.
been sometimes ever since i talked abt my own feelings.
how do i really feel about this new coming year?
honestly, i'm not really looking forward to it.
there're several personal and academically reasons.
so yeah, academically of course i have to work hard and pressure definitely will be building up.
and i chose to retain so... the stress of course will be greater.
which i think of it now, is quite depressing.
and for personal... maybe next time we then talked abt it. because at one point, i am scared and tired. and another point, is i dont really wan to talk about it.
but for me, i just hope that i can light heartedly welcome 2008 as a brand new year and this is my wish.
past 2 years, the life was not very smooth. so yeah... hard life -.-"
and just hope everyone will just stay happy and cheerful all the time.
smile all the time because smiling is contagious.
when one's sad, everyone will be sad.
but of course, dont hide it away when u are really feeling down.
sometimes, people still need a shoulder to lean on isn't it?
so just voice out yr unhappiness and sorrow when u really need.
i believe friends will be there for u.
and yes, i can be the listening ear too (:
so tt all for now.
maybe i am feeling abit emo now -.-"
sometimes i just hope for myself, i will never know what is sadness or depressed.
so i can stay cheerful and stress free all the time.
can i wish that for my christmas present?