HATE MYSELF. HATE MY LIFE. I JUST HATE EVERYTHING!
EVERYTHING JUST IRKS ME.
I HATE MYSELF!
FOR BEING SO STUPID.
CANT EXCEL IN STUDIES.
AND DO SO BADLY IN SCHOOL.
ENDED UP RETAINING.
AND NOW BLOODY HELL.
HAVE TO THINK ABOUT MY RESULTS.
WORRY ABOUT PROMOTION.
FOR NOT ABLE TO MEET MY DAD'S F**** EXPECTATION.
FOR BEING SO UNHEALTHY.
GETTING SICK AND SPEND MONEY ON DOCTOR.
THANKS TO MY F*** STOMACH.
EVERY NOW AND THEN FEELING PAIN ALL THE WHILE.
MAKING MYSELF SO MISERABLE!
FOR HAVING SUCH A SELFISH DAD.
ALWAYS HAVE TO SMELL MY F***-ING DAD'S CIGARETTE SMOKE.
AND I AM WAITING FOR ANOTHER ILLNESS TO DEVELOP.
A RESPIRATORY PROBLEM.
I WILL DIE MUCH EARLIER THAN ANYONE!
I DONT WANT FALL ILL ANYMORE!!
I HAVE ENOUGH OF ALL THESE ILLNESSES!
I DONT WANT TO CRY EVERY NOW AND THEN.
I HAVE ENOUGH WORRIES!
HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT MYSELF.
MY RESULT.
MY A LEVEL!
I DONT WANT TO LIVE IN THIS KIND OF LIFE!!!!!!
JUST LET ME DIE!
I MIGHT AS WELL KILL MYSELF!
I REALLY HATE MYSELF FOR LIVING THIS WAY!
I REALLY DONT WANT ANYMORE!!!
I AM REALLY GOING NUTS!!!!!!!!!
AND I REALLY FEEL LIKE DYING!!!!!!!!!
JUST KILL ME!!!!!!!
I HAVE ENOUGH!
LIFE JUST DONT SEEM TO BE MEANINGFUL AT ALL!
I DONT WNAT TO GO THROUGH ALL THESE TORMENT ANYMORE.
please....
AND JUST DONT BOTHER ME!
I AM JUST A USELESS HOPELESS PERSON WHO IS JUST WAITING TO DIE!