sighs.
i feel that my sis had changed.

her attitude towards our family is really bad sometimes.
for example.
our house heater is spoilt and cannot be on for too long.
otherwise the balcony will be flooded with water due to the burst pipe of the heater.

so my mum asked her to bathe now so that she can switch if off after that.
and i ask her if she wan to bathe now, if not i will switch it off.
then she said switched it off but my dad wanted her to bathe.
so she said okay.
and after that.
she just stayed in her room doin her own stuff.
i told my mum about it and my mum asked her to bathe.
and she just threw tantrum back at me.

for what?
i am NOT the one who want her to bathe now.
she does not want to bathe is her business.
but is dad who wan her to bathe now.
so what for throwing temper at me.
do it to dad! not me.

and also quite pissed by her action.
she has to give a thought to our mum!
because of her delaying in bathing.
my mum has to clean the balcony floor later.
and is like so tiring for her after one whole day of mopping.

sighs.
i dont know.
i am really disappointed with her.
this is not the only case.
i dont want to elaborate more.

and...
it seems like i start to not really feel like talking to her anymore.
because she makes me feel tt she is no different from a gangster.
i also start to distrust her.
for every action and things she does.

anyway.
forget it.
i want to reason out with her but she definitely will retaliate back and give that pissed look.
so i dont see the point of it.

and i know it sounds ironic and stupid to say this.
i really hope she can see what i have wrote about this.
so she can reflect.

but i think.
she will be more pissed instead and think that is my fault.
or even hate me.

so.
whatever.