HAPPY BDAE PAMELA!
is my youngest sis's bdae.
hope she enjoy her day today.

ok get back to topic.
get back all our mid year results.
this is the first time in my jc life.
that i had passed all my subjects.

of course i am very happy.
and i meet my mid year targets.
except my chem.
so i am quite disappointed with it.
think i let down my tuition teacher.
but is ok.
i will work for it for my promos.

but somehow.
i dont feel gd in certain ways.
in a corner of my heart.
i dont know why.

so feeling quite lost.
and yea.
want to mug though.

but it seems like i am always sleepy.
no matter how much i sleep.
why am i always feeling so sleepy?

and it actually sort of making me depressed and bad tempered.
cos i am always feeling so lethargic.
even just walking. can also make me frustrated.
so everyone pls forgive me if my attitude turns bad these days.
i am trying my best not to show my attitude.

issit because i am already mentally drained?
or just that...
another way for me to escape from certain things.
which i dont really know.

sighs.
i just dont feel good.
and i hope that i can get pass this period soon.

anyway.
hope tt i can continue to keep up with my current performance.
and perform better.

by promo.
i really hope tt i am able to get average Bs for all.

cos this is the reason.
that makes me go through this whole hell thing from the beginning.

and i will definitely make it true.