sighs.
it seems like i lost my motivation.
i mean really lost it...
after today chem paper.
i actually felt very sad and depressed.
and angry wif myself.
didnt mention it to anyone.
dont wan to trouble my friends.
believing tt it's not very nice.
but...
i really feel sad.
it's the same topics.
and i still cant do.
if can pass is already not gd enough.
just imagine if fail...
and different thoughts just came to my mind.
teachers. parents. and principal.
i dont know how to face them.
this is the first time...
i feel so disappointed.
i cant even concentrate on my econ.
because i think i really lose hope and motivation.
see no pt of studying when my mind is all abt chem.
i feel like talking to someone...
but i dont know who i can talk to.
what if i jus talk....
just find me a nuisance?
or being self centered...
sighs.
i think the following few subs...
i will flunk them.
because i am already at the bottom of the pit.