yeah...
remember about the last post when i said if i should retain?
i had came to my decision.

i opted for retain.
actually already taken effect since mon.
when i went to the principal to ask for it.

this was the most shocking and unexpected decision that i would ever made.
and i cant believe that i actually did that.

not many people know about it.
because i kept it quite low profile.
and it took me lots of TORTURING and DEPRESSING days.
to actually come with this decision.

i had too many factors to worry about.
especially...
my sister.
sighs.
i will be in the same year as my sister.
and real lucky.
i am not in the same class as her.