hmm...
sorry for what i had written for the last blog entry.
really felt very down tt day.

for now.
i dont really know how i am feeling.
or even what i am thinking?

sighs.
common test is coming.
and it seems like i am still not ready for it.

maybe i am still fussing over my chinese grade.
i had decided not to retake it.
i think it is true.
to waste my time to actually retake it.
so..
i cant be bothered to retake.

but saying that i do not mind about it.
is really bluffing you all.
because i do mind it.
but what to do?
i cant change the grade.

worse is that.
heard from rumors that our pw is not doing very well too.
ok.
so mean SECOND BLOW.
sighs.
dont know how am i going to handle it.

common test is already a taxing matter for me.
now another pw.
aww...

i do have abit of motivation to study.
but i always dont have the determination or endurance to make myself do it.
my bad habit- sleep!!!

can somebody just tell me a way to make me stay awake???
like now.
i think i going to fall asleep.
even typing now.

ahhh.
i dont know!!!